I've realised I don't have a sense of discipline. I stay inside my comfort zone. i dont like following rules of punctuation to a t. and thats ok, cos thats who I feel like being. I dont bother maintaining this blog, even though my love for food stays the same. and thats fine. anyway im just posting a few stuff down that kinda is just my observation of life in general. they occur in random places, mostly at night cos for some odd reason my brain gets ultra philosophical and ponderie (that aint a word!) in that moment where Im trying to fall asleep. the 2 accounts below was conceived during train rides tho. here goes:
22nd December 2013 (on a train):
I think maturing means sometimes looking past the smaller, more complex and petty aspects of our daily lives and not caring too much or letting ego get in the way. You see life as a big picture now. I just had my first encounter with wisdom today. Pretty liberating. Dad is such a great person and that is my goal now, to make him happy. And I have to put whatever ego behind when dealing with my brother.
31st December 2013 (on a train):
You realise you have matured a little more when you look at the world a little more differently than before. Like discovering a bigger chunk of it, a new sense of understanding. I can't at all say I have understood everything. But I know I have gained a little more perspective than what I had been accustomed to. And I welcome more of such discoveries. It gives me a sense of liberation.